I am from this area. I'll just get that out there right away.
I was born in Northern Kentucky to parents who lived in Cincinnati. A fluke, I suppose, as they might just have been in Cincinnati at the moment my mother went into labor and - poof! - I would have been born a Cincinnatian. Shortly after my birth, we moved from Cincinnati to Northern Kentucky (Latonia, to be specific), and I spent the next 18 years of my life living in different parts of Northern Kentucky. And miracle of miracles, I think I turned out as an adult who is not toothless, shoeless, overall-clad, redneck, prone to outbursts of "Golly Gee!," cornhole-obssessed, nor married to a cousin.
So it annoys me like nothing else when people in Cincinnati talk about Kentucky like it's the hinterlands or like everyone in Kentucky is a stupid redneck and the whole state is some vast backwater that takes you hours and hours to get to from your precious homes in the vast Cincinnati metropolitan area. Kentucky is all of about 2 minutes from downtown Cincinnati (depending on which bridge you're crossing and how fast you're driving), so it's hardly any further than driving from downtown to any trendy neighborhood in the outlying areas like Oakley, Hyde Park, or Mt Adams.
The distance issue aside, what I find most frustrating when I hear people disparage Kentucky or Kentuckians is that it puts me in a position of suggesting Cincinnati is no better - or even worse in some ways. And I like Cincinnati. I live here, for Christ's sake, and I live downtown for the very reason that I care about and want to support the growth and expansion of this city.
I really want to understand why Cincinnatians think so little of Kentuckians. We're co-mingling all the time in this area because we're so close, and from my perspective, we're really pretty similar in most ways. Yet I saw comments online this week about the people in the Newport Kroger being dumb and toothless. Really? I wasn't there, so maybe there were some dumb and dentally-challenged people there. But it seems like when Cincinnatians have any interaction in Northern Kentucky, issues like this come out as supposedly pithy comments. Nevermind that maybe the grocery store is in a very economically depressed neighborhood and maybe some of the people in the grocery store can barely afford the groceries they're there to buy much less extensive dental care (I am taking this one example too far, and I will stop).
I've been lucky enough to travel a lot for my job over the years. I've been around this country many times over to places I'd never otherwise have known existed much less been able to visit. What I've seen is everywhere has its share of idiots, geniuses, hillbillies, cosmopolitans, and the people who fall somewhere in between each. And somehow most of these places are the richer for it...it's sad to me that Cincinnatians, for all their promise, don't seem to be so open-minded about their neighbors.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Anticipation and Annoyance; Or, Why Putting the Cart Ahead of the Horse is a Bad Idea
I need to be reined in.
I took the plunge and did submit my resume to one of my company's direct competitors. I reasoned that I was doing it mainly to see if I got any sort of response and also to give myself the peace of mind that should come from knowing there are options out there, I am not entirely trapped, and that it's conceivable some other company might find me worth hiring.
It also helps that at this particular competitor, I know at least two people (with whom I worked with previously when they were at my current company), and I suspected they'd both be willing to put in a good word or two on my behalf.
Nearly a week went by and....nothing. I was starting to get depressed that I couldn't even get hired to do essentially my own job. But lo and behold, I got an email --- an interview request! Granted, this is just the first interview. And I've hired enough people in my day to know this first interview is essentially the HR-screening interview. I won't likely be speaking to anyone except the recruiter, so I think it's a thumbs-up/thumbs-down meeting to see if I'm worth scheduling for an actual interview.
Nevertheless, I am now imagining the suit I will wear should I be flown in for an interview, the negotiations in which I angle for the extensive vacation I now earn, and the glorious joy I will feel turning in my resignation.
I need to cut it out.
Because I am so excited by the prospect of leaving that I am tuning out on my actual.current.job. That job that is currently paying the bills and generally providing food and shelter for my cats, my husband, and me. I was in a management meeting this morning and could barely summarize for you 5 things that were discussed. I was a little snappy with my boss (whom I do like but who does frustrate me). And I am generally not the friendliest of people with whom my colleagues can interact these days (this is probably not a significant change to them -- but still, not good).
So between now and Monday (when this call is now scheduled), I need to refocus on the job at hand and pretend like this call next week is nothing more than an initial chat with someone. But oh, the possibilities!
I took the plunge and did submit my resume to one of my company's direct competitors. I reasoned that I was doing it mainly to see if I got any sort of response and also to give myself the peace of mind that should come from knowing there are options out there, I am not entirely trapped, and that it's conceivable some other company might find me worth hiring.
It also helps that at this particular competitor, I know at least two people (with whom I worked with previously when they were at my current company), and I suspected they'd both be willing to put in a good word or two on my behalf.
Nearly a week went by and....nothing. I was starting to get depressed that I couldn't even get hired to do essentially my own job. But lo and behold, I got an email --- an interview request! Granted, this is just the first interview. And I've hired enough people in my day to know this first interview is essentially the HR-screening interview. I won't likely be speaking to anyone except the recruiter, so I think it's a thumbs-up/thumbs-down meeting to see if I'm worth scheduling for an actual interview.
Nevertheless, I am now imagining the suit I will wear should I be flown in for an interview, the negotiations in which I angle for the extensive vacation I now earn, and the glorious joy I will feel turning in my resignation.
I need to cut it out.
Because I am so excited by the prospect of leaving that I am tuning out on my actual.current.job. That job that is currently paying the bills and generally providing food and shelter for my cats, my husband, and me. I was in a management meeting this morning and could barely summarize for you 5 things that were discussed. I was a little snappy with my boss (whom I do like but who does frustrate me). And I am generally not the friendliest of people with whom my colleagues can interact these days (this is probably not a significant change to them -- but still, not good).
So between now and Monday (when this call is now scheduled), I need to refocus on the job at hand and pretend like this call next week is nothing more than an initial chat with someone. But oh, the possibilities!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
Perms; Or, Why I Should Not Be Allowed to Make Haircare Decisions
So I am not a vain person. But I do care enough that I am fairly diligent about my hair - I do always get it colored and highlighted (or else I'd have been a grey-haired 19 year old; I kid you not). And I take care of my hair, so it's generally pretty healthy. So I have healthy hair sitting on top of an entirely not healthy body, but so be it.
And while I have a lot of hair, it's very fine. To make matters worse, I am descended from a long line of women who seem to have a serious thinning problem at the front of their head (thanks mom and grandma!). The past couple of years have seen a few experiments in hairstyles to find various ways of masking this thinning, but essentially they've been variations on the same theme...that theme being some variant of the Jennifer Aniston "Rachel" cut...or that's at least what I see when I look in the mirror.
Or at least it used to be.
Because I had the brilliant idea to get a perm - lovely waves of full hair! Yes, a perm it would be! I decided to put away my Falco cassette and strip off my legwarmers for the night and actually get a permanant wave put in my hair (yes, I realize how very 80's this makes me - and not in the cool 80's way either). My hair stylist has been doing my hair for the past few years. And she's also a member of my family (by marriage, so...). Anyhow, so she did my color on a Monday and on the Thursday of that same week, she did my perm. Yes, dear readers, I was that stupid. And apparently so was a family member since she is the hair care professional and did not seem to register what a horrific mess two massive chemical processes would create of my hair when applied in such close proximity to one another. Once she started drying my hair after the perm rods were removed and the chemicals rinsed away, I knew something was not right. And I quickly realized something was very wrong. My hair was very wrong. And it was very fried, and it was very gnarly (and not in the cool gnarly way either), and I was not happy. In fact, I busted out with a "I HATE THIS! I HATE MY HAIR!" rather abruptly. She quickly whipped into action with a curling iron and much dexterity. It helped make the immediate mess slightly salvageable, but overall, it was a disaster. She even had to utter the phrase "Please do not cry" at least once, but maybe twice, and I soon thereafter spun into a whirling dervish in my head ("How can I leave here with my hair like this?" to "What in god's name will I do to fix this?" to "Is it a defensible action to kill a hair stylist for such an atrocity?").
The duration has been all-hair-all-the-time if you were to ask my husband, my mom, my sister, my BFF, or probably the dustbunnies collecting in my office. I had a couple of extremely non-helpful email exchanges with my family member who basically abdicated any responsibility in repairing my hair. I consulted with a new stylist. Her advice: do nothing. The hair is so damaged (or "singed" was the word she used repeatedly...lovely) that there's nothing to do at this point that might not cause further, and even worse, damage. Well, she did suggest some extensive overnight hair mask procedures, which after one night, have seemed to elicit some noticeable, however slight, improvement. So I will keep up her recommended hair regimen to see if my hair returns to some semblance of normalcy again. Who'd ever have thought I'd long for the days of my out-of-date, unflattering "Rachel" style. Oy!
Almost as frustrating as the hair itself has been my hair stylist's/family member's role in all of this. She is the professional after all, not me. Why did she not warn me about the potential damage of the two treatments? Why did she not accept some responsibility for correcting what was obviously a mess she (quite largely, in my opinion) contributed to? Why did she just not tell me no one gets perms anymore because they're bad for your hair, your self-esteem (when they go so awry), and probably the penguins in Antartica and the puppies in the pound. These things are evil!
So I promise this will be the last (public) tirade on the current, tragic state of my hair. But if you see a girl with a giant mop of frizzy, overprocessed, and over-chemically treated hair walk past you, send a kind thought her way and take pity on her frizz.
And while I have a lot of hair, it's very fine. To make matters worse, I am descended from a long line of women who seem to have a serious thinning problem at the front of their head (thanks mom and grandma!). The past couple of years have seen a few experiments in hairstyles to find various ways of masking this thinning, but essentially they've been variations on the same theme...that theme being some variant of the Jennifer Aniston "Rachel" cut...or that's at least what I see when I look in the mirror.
Or at least it used to be.
Because I had the brilliant idea to get a perm - lovely waves of full hair! Yes, a perm it would be! I decided to put away my Falco cassette and strip off my legwarmers for the night and actually get a permanant wave put in my hair (yes, I realize how very 80's this makes me - and not in the cool 80's way either). My hair stylist has been doing my hair for the past few years. And she's also a member of my family (by marriage, so...). Anyhow, so she did my color on a Monday and on the Thursday of that same week, she did my perm. Yes, dear readers, I was that stupid. And apparently so was a family member since she is the hair care professional and did not seem to register what a horrific mess two massive chemical processes would create of my hair when applied in such close proximity to one another. Once she started drying my hair after the perm rods were removed and the chemicals rinsed away, I knew something was not right. And I quickly realized something was very wrong. My hair was very wrong. And it was very fried, and it was very gnarly (and not in the cool gnarly way either), and I was not happy. In fact, I busted out with a "I HATE THIS! I HATE MY HAIR!" rather abruptly. She quickly whipped into action with a curling iron and much dexterity. It helped make the immediate mess slightly salvageable, but overall, it was a disaster. She even had to utter the phrase "Please do not cry" at least once, but maybe twice, and I soon thereafter spun into a whirling dervish in my head ("How can I leave here with my hair like this?" to "What in god's name will I do to fix this?" to "Is it a defensible action to kill a hair stylist for such an atrocity?").
The duration has been all-hair-all-the-time if you were to ask my husband, my mom, my sister, my BFF, or probably the dustbunnies collecting in my office. I had a couple of extremely non-helpful email exchanges with my family member who basically abdicated any responsibility in repairing my hair. I consulted with a new stylist. Her advice: do nothing. The hair is so damaged (or "singed" was the word she used repeatedly...lovely) that there's nothing to do at this point that might not cause further, and even worse, damage. Well, she did suggest some extensive overnight hair mask procedures, which after one night, have seemed to elicit some noticeable, however slight, improvement. So I will keep up her recommended hair regimen to see if my hair returns to some semblance of normalcy again. Who'd ever have thought I'd long for the days of my out-of-date, unflattering "Rachel" style. Oy!
Almost as frustrating as the hair itself has been my hair stylist's/family member's role in all of this. She is the professional after all, not me. Why did she not warn me about the potential damage of the two treatments? Why did she not accept some responsibility for correcting what was obviously a mess she (quite largely, in my opinion) contributed to? Why did she just not tell me no one gets perms anymore because they're bad for your hair, your self-esteem (when they go so awry), and probably the penguins in Antartica and the puppies in the pound. These things are evil!
So I promise this will be the last (public) tirade on the current, tragic state of my hair. But if you see a girl with a giant mop of frizzy, overprocessed, and over-chemically treated hair walk past you, send a kind thought her way and take pity on her frizz.
Mentoring; Or, Trying to do Something Good
So after groaning about how meaningless and unfulfilling my actual job is for years and years (I wish I was exaggerating), I'd given some thought to finding a volunteer opportunity that might help me feel like I was less of a waste of space. My thinking was if I found some great outlet to "do something good," then I could work my craptastical job in order to keep paying the bills, but I could have this other outlet to help me feel like I was contributing something back to the world.
One afternoon a few months back, I just happened to be reading http://www.nky.com/, which I typically do not read, since I live in Cincinnati and, like most Cincinnatians, I tend to tune out anything that happens south of the stadiums (not actually true, but I do think that's how most people in Cincinnati act - as if Northern Kentucky is the hinterland or at least someplace where people wander aimlessly and barefoot while eating road kill, drinking moonshine, and marrying their sister - but that's a topic for another post). However, on one particular day, I noticed a blurb on this website about an information session on mentoring programs in the Covington Public Schools. That was it - this was the volunteer opp I was waiting for!
So I trotted off to the information session - as did about 20 other retirees. While I was a little confounded to be the only under-40 in attendance, I still decided to submit my application. I've now gone through what I think has been a pretty impressive process of application, pre-mentoring education, and background checks aplenty. I am struck and saddened by the extent to which the school district has to screen its mentors - but it's a necessity, I am sure, and I would far prefer to spend my morning being interrogated, being fingerprinted, and giving people too much personal information than what the alternative might bring (really - my weight? - am I going to be disqualified for being too fat? Eegad.).
In any case, I have one last hurdle - an in-home visit and some final training before I am matched with a student. That will happen next week. I'm sure I'll chronicle my mentoring escapades here to some extent -- but I also wanted to do a quick plug for mentoring programs around the area. If the statistics I've seen in my trainings are any indication, we have a lot of kids in this area who really need the good influence, support, encouragement, and stability of a mentor in their lives. In some cases, it really could make the difference between life and death for some of these kids - and for others, it may just make their lives a little less painful.
I hope I live up to this.
One afternoon a few months back, I just happened to be reading http://www.nky.com/, which I typically do not read, since I live in Cincinnati and, like most Cincinnatians, I tend to tune out anything that happens south of the stadiums (not actually true, but I do think that's how most people in Cincinnati act - as if Northern Kentucky is the hinterland or at least someplace where people wander aimlessly and barefoot while eating road kill, drinking moonshine, and marrying their sister - but that's a topic for another post). However, on one particular day, I noticed a blurb on this website about an information session on mentoring programs in the Covington Public Schools. That was it - this was the volunteer opp I was waiting for!
So I trotted off to the information session - as did about 20 other retirees. While I was a little confounded to be the only under-40 in attendance, I still decided to submit my application. I've now gone through what I think has been a pretty impressive process of application, pre-mentoring education, and background checks aplenty. I am struck and saddened by the extent to which the school district has to screen its mentors - but it's a necessity, I am sure, and I would far prefer to spend my morning being interrogated, being fingerprinted, and giving people too much personal information than what the alternative might bring (really - my weight? - am I going to be disqualified for being too fat? Eegad.).
In any case, I have one last hurdle - an in-home visit and some final training before I am matched with a student. That will happen next week. I'm sure I'll chronicle my mentoring escapades here to some extent -- but I also wanted to do a quick plug for mentoring programs around the area. If the statistics I've seen in my trainings are any indication, we have a lot of kids in this area who really need the good influence, support, encouragement, and stability of a mentor in their lives. In some cases, it really could make the difference between life and death for some of these kids - and for others, it may just make their lives a little less painful.
I hope I live up to this.
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